In the middle of the night

From my sleep, I rise awaken
My head is clear, my mind steady
I feel as if my existence shaken
A calmness drapes, I know I'm ready


It was dark, it was night - but
I feel no fear, feel no plight
All my life - blinded by sight
Now I see, clear as light


My eyes, I need not
If I wish to see
Nothing is forgot
Everything can be


A smile I sense
On my face - not lips
All beliefs and pretense
Through them it rips


A joy rolls and it tumbles
Its pleasant and sweet
Oh! my stomach it rumbles
I will go and eat

As i die

Soft and still my thoughts do lie
With imagination an ally
My mind does tricks and so I try
To hide behind the clouds so high

I see the sun as it goes around
It fells a shadow on the ground
I do not hear a glimmer of sound
As I lie spread out on the ground

My eyes look at nothing near
And yet they want to shed a tear
I wonder why as I have no fear
Nor do I miss anyone dear

I reach beyond my mental veil
To see the truth and prevail
My train of thought does derail
Showing my mind is so so frail

Darkened skies are in my head
Unknown lands, I now tread
A land without butter or bread
A shadow neither living nor dead

I smell no sounds, I feel no sight
Blackness binds me, oh so tight
Nothings wrong and nothings right
I cannot move I cannot fight

I see a light nearing me
Its warm and nice, so pretty
I'm filled with happiness joy and glee
Like a girl who's got her first barbie

Now I know where I am
Like a river from its dam
Out of the darkness I have swam
And now I know where I am

I feel so light I feel no skin
No body, flesh or blood within
This's a world with no akin
Its always there, its always been

The only change is in my soul
'Twas bound in a world so foul
An empty world, an abysmal hole
But now I am part of The Whole

This is what they all call death
When your body stops mid-breath
I don't know what they call me now
I don't care I'm free and how!

Me Love

Never have I seen her to be so beautiful..
Never have I failed to be mesmerized by her beauty..
Never has she not made me smile..
Never have I not been taken in by her splendour..
Never do I miss her..
Never does she miss me..

Forever she shall be mine,
As she is everyone else's..
I fall for her by night..
She awakens the spirit within me..

She is my love, my hope my light..
My darkness and joy lie within her grasp..
And as I see her come and go, I think to myself :

"Never have I seen her to be so beautiful..
Never have I failed to be mesmerised by her beauty"

My Dark Love

My tongue loves the taste of it,

My mouth loves to suck on it,

I lick up every bit of it

My nose adores the smell of it

They say too much is bad for me

It sure does have a hold on me

Its call is way to strong for me

Nothing can keep it 'way from me

The darker one has more might

Once it comes, my heart goes light

Its always there in my plight,

Be it day or be it night.

To rescue me is a bit too late

Addicted am I, from the first I ate

To me it is my foe and mate

My dear and darling choco-late!

In the deep

I see the sun through a misty veil,

A glimpse of its rays, I do steal,

Neither warmth not fullness I feel,

I sense a shiver from head to heel

I dive in deeper away from light,

Away from heat and out of sight,

Predators lurk to show their might,

I live in fear and eternal plight

Worms and flies are all my dish

Disgusting you say? Tat's rubbish!

It's not what you or others would wish,

But hey come on! I'm a fish!